Tommarow is my 15th birthday, in my family thats a big deal.
Im not excited im partially mad & sad. My family has been tourn apart,
I feel neglected & alone. I feel emptiness in me... As if there was a big
black hole. Im scarred that its tearing me apart. Everyhting i believe in
has been tooken away from me. I need a way, a type of 'system' to simply
escape. I NEED my freedom, some me time. I've been noticing some Change in me, a
bad change. I never smile as much as i used to* And that scars me because
I think i might go through depression AGAIN. Note: Depression is dangerous.
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