Sorry this is how it has to be,
Promise you won't forget me...
Everything isn't perfect, we have to cry
It hurts you it hurts me, we have to try
Love songs and letters
make everything better
Your Laughter your smile...im addicted
Oh help me, im so oh oh-oh oh love sick
The good times the bad times all have been worth it
Note: Inspired by chase coy-Lullaby♥
Quitter.
The lights in the sky.
Hoping and wishing to reach them,but there to high
Should i go home and stop trying?
What if i fall or start flying?
Is there still hope? Is there still shooting stars?
Can i make it?Can i fly to mars? :)
Hoping and wishing to reach them,but there to high
Should i go home and stop trying?
What if i fall or start flying?
Is there still hope? Is there still shooting stars?
Can i make it?Can i fly to mars? :)
Your reflection
Broken glass on the floor
I see the reflection staring back at me,I can't keep staring.
I'm scarred to see myself, I'm not
found, I'm lost.
I was lost long time ago.
I haven't seen myself in a fair amount of time
I'm scarred of what i might think, what they will think
Questions after questions run through a circle in my mind
I take a deep breathe, I start building the broken glass into a mirror.
I look at myself. Walk out that door, wearing a smile on my face.
I wrote this Forever ago, I just Never had the courage to post it.
I've never really had a "plan" for myself.
Running away from my problems was the easiest
thing I could and would always do...
I can say I've never been "'normal" In fact, I've always
been anything but that. I never wanted to face the
reality of anything. Just a young girl back then, sitting here
as a mature teenager. I could have never rebelled
thinking it would make everything worse, i always thought
of the consequences, for that I was young but clever.
Back then i thought you were my hero, wow, I
can't believe i actually thought that! For that i was
brainless. I would always wonder were all the
dilemma & distress came from, i never thought it was
from you. Now i know... I would pray for you,
my prayers kept you in my life.
But then you turned your back on me and them,
that caused me to have no trust, in anyone, not even in
myself. I'm scarred to show emotion to someone i
really love and care about,its hard, i guess
im not the type to open up as easy as another
person. I went on to have sleepless nights
thinking about you, days, months, years passed. No sign of you.
I stopped praying. The faith was dead, I still love you,dad...
Even though you haven't been present in my life.
We made it without you, i wonder if i stood beside you today,and
you
would see how well im doing. I wonder if you would feel like
crap knowing you weren't part of it.
The tragedies i've been put through
have been worth it. I know the
dangers of the world and what it can cause...
I always seem to push loved ones away, the scarriest thing for
me is to actually be Loved.
Everyday is a risk i am willing to take.
Everyone has to go through something,
i mean a human being can't be perfect...
[We all know that]
My dreams, my thoughts are yet to
be discovered. Im scarred for the next
chapter in my life, but im ready for it.
One day ill get my freedom, and get my
justice... Ill prove to everyone and everything
who doubts me, sounds cliche, but i will.
P.s
One more thing, I'll never
have peace...
Who knows when your
going to be gone and you
didn't even make the effort
to find me.
Running away from my problems was the easiest
thing I could and would always do...
I can say I've never been "'normal" In fact, I've always
been anything but that. I never wanted to face the
reality of anything. Just a young girl back then, sitting here
as a mature teenager. I could have never rebelled
thinking it would make everything worse, i always thought
of the consequences, for that I was young but clever.
Back then i thought you were my hero, wow, I
can't believe i actually thought that! For that i was
brainless. I would always wonder were all the
dilemma & distress came from, i never thought it was
from you. Now i know... I would pray for you,
my prayers kept you in my life.
But then you turned your back on me and them,
that caused me to have no trust, in anyone, not even in
myself. I'm scarred to show emotion to someone i
really love and care about,its hard, i guess
im not the type to open up as easy as another
person. I went on to have sleepless nights
thinking about you, days, months, years passed. No sign of you.
I stopped praying. The faith was dead, I still love you,dad...
Even though you haven't been present in my life.
We made it without you, i wonder if i stood beside you today,and
you
would see how well im doing. I wonder if you would feel like
crap knowing you weren't part of it.
The tragedies i've been put through
have been worth it. I know the
dangers of the world and what it can cause...
I always seem to push loved ones away, the scarriest thing for
me is to actually be Loved.
Everyday is a risk i am willing to take.
Everyone has to go through something,
i mean a human being can't be perfect...
[We all know that]
My dreams, my thoughts are yet to
be discovered. Im scarred for the next
chapter in my life, but im ready for it.
One day ill get my freedom, and get my
justice... Ill prove to everyone and everything
who doubts me, sounds cliche, but i will.
P.s
One more thing, I'll never
have peace...
Who knows when your
going to be gone and you
didn't even make the effort
to find me.
With my heart he ran away
Left me speechless with nothing to say
His loved scared me, he said it'll okay
Standing, still with no words to say
Under the stars we layed
Surprisingly he stayed ♥
Never do we say forever & ever.
Cause we know us apart will be never
I love him, he loves me
And lets all wait and see...
-Chatoooooo♥
The truth that your gone.
Your there next to me. I Feel your presence.
I feel safe, cause i know your there... fearless
And so careless, I sleep through the night.
When the sun rises and I as well, I figured you
Weren't there. I shouldn't have had hope, once
again i have to settle and just cope.
I put myself through this knowing the truth of it.
If so, why do i go through with it?
.
You have an empty spaceYou search the beach you search
your place.
Not knowing what your looking for?
You search more and more
You search your mind
You search your box
Your box has secrets and
has many locks...
You search your shoe
You search your pants
You search inside the hole
Thats filled with ants
You finally found the answer
The one you've chased.
Only to find that all you've been
searching for is how to fill that empty
space.
-Michelle♥
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